In his new memoir, Tom Felton talked about how he broke out of a Malibu rehabilitation facility.
He said that he was sent there after an intervention and didn't want to be there.
In his book, he wrote openly about his struggles.
Tom said that "Harry Potter" costar and long time friend Emma Watson motivated him to be forthcoming about his escape from rehabilitation in his new memoir.
In a recent interview with USA Today, he said that it wouldn't be right to talk about all the fluff in his book.
I was given more confidence after encouragement. He said that this is part of his life.
The "Harry Potter" franchise led to the meeting of the two actors.
The last film was released more than a decade ago, but the two are still close and have collaborated on a book. One of the first people to speak to him about his memoir wasWatson.
He said that he was reluctant to talk about his family because they had bad things to say about him. It's going to be difficult to share that with the world. She told them to put it all out there. Don't let anyone tell you to trust yourself. The people will connect with this.
Life was good for the actor when he moved to Los Angeles with his dog and girlfriend.
The pleasures of being a person in the public eye in that city began to show themselves as my work began to pick up.
He said that people started treating him like a celebrity, that he began living unauthentically, and that he wanted to live in the UK.
He said that he lost the ability to do things and think for himself because of the environment he was placed in.
The actor said that his difficulties in LA were more than one. He said that his brother was hospitalized when he was a teen and his brother was hospitalized when he was an adult.
Los Angeles made me feel lonely and disassociated from myself, which could lead to mental health difficulties in anyone.
Felton didn't specify his mental-health struggles but said that he found an escape at a bar in West Hollywood called Barney's Beanery, which he frequented often in his twenties.
When he spent a lot of time in dive bars craving normality, it inevitably leads to a lot of drinking.
He said that he went from not being interested in having a few drinks a day to having a shot of whiskey with each of them.
He said that his alcohol abuse caused him to show up unprepared for work.
He said that the alcohol was not the problem. The symptom was the problem. I was drawn almost nightly to Barney's.
The letters were read aloud by his team. According to his lawyer, of the 17 interventions he'd been to in his career, 11 of them were dead and he didn't want to see him again.
He was shocked when he was taken to a rehabilitation center in Malibu after he felt that the intervention was a massive overreaction to a non-existent problem.
After a day and a half, he decided to leave rehab because he didn't want to stay.
He said he walked for hours along the coast with no possessions.
At that time, he was covered in mud, blood, and sweat. He went into the water and yelled until he couldn't anymore.
He said in his book that he was disheveled and muddy. My clothes weren't clean. I looked like a crazy person. I definitely felt like a person.
He credited three men with saving him that night, including an employee at a gas station who gave him water and $20, a bouncer at the bar who let him crash at his home, and a driver for the ride-sharing service who took him to Barney's.
He went to a smaller rehabilitation facility in the countryside because he was no longer in love with her. He was kicked out because he broke too many rules and was disruptive to other people.
He ran into his friend Greg.
"That time reprogrammed who I was as a person, as well as showing me kindness, generosity, and understanding," he stated.
When he was 31 years old, he got his own Venice Beach shack. He bought new clothes and took acting jobs that he really wanted to do.
After a few years, the numbness came back without any warning or specifictrigger. He decided to get help after admitting to himself that he needed it.
He wrote that he had accepted his genetic predisposition to the changes of mood rather than not acknowledging them. With the help of my friends, I was able to find a place to seek help. It was one of the most difficult decisions I've ever made.
Helping other people is a powerful weapon in the fight against mood disorders, according to Felton. He wanted to write about his own experiences in his book.
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