She says she had an abortion but didn't realize it until recently. She said it wasn't until nearly a year later that she realized she had an abortion. When I was pregnant with Jack, John and my third child, I had to make a lot of difficult and heartbreaking decisions. He would not survive, and I wouldn't either, until halfway through. The couple said they lost their baby at 20 weeks due to birth defects. She now says that it was an abortion. It was an abortion that saved my life. She said that doctors told her at around 20 weeks that the baby wouldn't survive and she would likely die if she carried the baby to term. It sounds like doctors may have given birth to a baby with no chance of survival. The realization was triggered by the Supreme Court's decision to overturn the abortion law. I felt weird that I hadn't made sense of it. I felt silly that it had taken me over a year to realize that we had had a miscarriage, and I was really frustrated that I didn't say what it was. They have 2 kids together. The couple is expecting a baby.