The couple already have two children, Luna, 6, and Miles,4. While pregnant with her third child in September 2020, she wrote a Medium post detailing the experience of loss at 20 weeks of pregnancy.
She wrote that she was told by her doctor that it was time to say goodbye. If it continued, he wouldn't survive and I wouldn't either. We had tried bags and bags of blood, and every time we tried it, it was the same thing. I was told it was time to go to bed.
They had planned to name the child Jack, but she had to deliver it because he wouldn't survive.
She wrote that her mom and John held him and said their own goodbyes. The nurses showed me his hands and feet, and I kissed them over and over again. When I stopped, I didn't know. It could have been a long time.
After celebrities accused her of being cruel, she took a break from social media. In July, she said she had been sober for a year on social media.
She wrote that it didn't give her the fun she used to. I drank to end crazy anxiety that eventually went away when I stopped drinking.
There are pictures of huge moments in my life where I have lost my sight. Some of them are from real work shoots. I don't know if I'll ever have a drink again, but I know I don't want to be like that again. No one is best for now. I will allow bad dreams to come up and try to sort them out in therapy.
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