According to Heard, years of notes from her therapist show how she was being abused. The actress says she has a binder full of notes from therapy sessions with a doctor, who she was reporting the abuse to, and she says it's a real-time account of what happened between her and Johnny. According to a preview clip from Friday's "Dateline" episode, which shows pages of notes on-screen with an excerpt reading, "He hit her, threw her on floor." The "Dateline" episode includes notes about Johnny threatening to kill her and throwing her against a wall. Johnny won the trial because the judge ruled the therapist's notes could not be used as evidence. After winning the case against his ex- wife, Johnny wants to move forward with his life. It's clear that amber isn't ready to do the same thing.