Heard said she took for granted her right to speak in her op-ed. She is worried that she will face more lawsuits from her ex- husband if she continues to speak about the trial.

"I'm scared that no matter what I do, no matter what I say or how I say it, every step that I take will give me another chance for this sort of silence," she said. It's meant to take your voice, that's what a defamation lawsuit is supposed to do.

Heard hit back at the team that claimed her allegations were lies. She said that the trial was meant to cast aspersions on who she is as a human and her credibility.

She responded to the suggestion that the bruise on her face was not real.

She said it's fake if you have injuries or bruised skin. You weren't injured if you didn't have any.

According to Depp's team, this was not a real thing. She wanted to know why she didn't cooperate with the police. I didn't want to cooperate with them as I have testified before and I will stand by until my last breath. I didn't want this to be known and I didn't want it to be out. I didn't want to get him in trouble by cooperating with them.

She doesn't wish ill on him, and she still has love for him.

I adore him." She said she loved him with her whole heart. I tried my hardest to make the relationship work. I couldn't.

She said she had no bad feelings or ill will toward him. It might be difficult to understand, or it might be easy to understand. It should be easy if you love anyone.